Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in i_loved_016's LiveJournal:

Saturday, September 1st, 2007
10:30 am	RANDOMizers...BLAHburs...WHAT?(ebur...) Wah.. ang emo na ng mga tao ngayon.. Grabe,, Feeling ko in a way nahahawa na ako sa kanila.. Grabe lang talaga ang mga nangyayari ngayon.. Kahit anong gawin ko para hindi ako maapektuhan..naaapektuhan na ako… Eh ano nga naman ba ang magagawa ko? Eh kaibigan ko sila eh.. ************************ Kagabi…55% payag yung mama ko na papuntahin ako sa party ni Ate Demi… Yay! For me…kaso nga lang…me nangyari.. Nagpaulan kasi ako.. Dahil isa lang yung payong..pinagkasha ko lang mga magulang ko dun.. So wala ako sa ilalim ng payong… Kasi ako lang yung me jacket (actually, vest..) Tapos yun…biglang sumakit yung puso ko.. Mahirap nga pala yun no.. Now I understand Gail…I mean yung situation nung dad nya.. Nakakatakot talaga pala… Me shall eat MORE veggies…just fruits aren’t enough.. SCARY…I shall take your heed Gail..me is scared now.. Newei.. Dahil dun ay nabawasan yung percentage nung pag-asa ko na makapunta sa party Ni Ate Demi..sabi ni mama…naging 50.1%...grabe naman.. Tapos nung kinagabihan na.. My mom was crying.. She told me to take care of myself… I was thinking na.. Ayaw talaga akong pakawalan ng mama ko.. SOBRA Newei…I understand her naman…pero..i want to have time for my friends too.. sa mga special occasions nila…diba?...unfair naman un..XD At nagging good girl naman ako..so I think I deserve this…kahit once lang…ok na.. (para namang mamamatay na ako..haha) ************************ So.. nakakaOP talaga yung ibang mga tao dyan.. I do not feel accepted anymore… I do understand HER.. But.. YOU just have to move on.. Past is past.. Its ok for YOU to cry.. Because its your RIGHT (not left..cge na..tawa na!) Newei…ok lang na maging ganyan ka..pero.. Pansamantala lang… Wag mong tagalan.. At isipin mo rin na hindi lang ikaw ang naghihirap dito… Dahil mas marami pang naghihirap sayo.. At.. Think about this too.. God wont give you a problem you couldn’t solve.. He gave that to you cause He knows that you can surpass it.. Ok?.. You just have to think positively… Be balanced.. Lying wont do you any good.. Be true to yourself...and everything will follow.. ************************ YEY! Hindi ako nakarecieve nang..uh..watcha call that?...notice of low scores?..yun yung tawag sa La Salle eh… basta..I didn’t fail anything…yet..weh..hahaha! ************************ May gusto akong patunayan sa sarili ko.. At kakayanin ko lahat ng ito.. Dahil alam kong makakatulong ito para sa aking hinaharap… Alam kong mahirap.. Pero kailangan.. Kung gusto ko makuha ang gusto ko.. Hindi ako susuko..papanindigan ko ito…(shet..this sounds weird..its as if me naanakan ako…but im a gurl!...w8…am i????) ************************ GUR. I am confused na with my surroundings.. Damn. Ang sakit nung injection.. ARGH. Wala na akong maisip.. Blah. Blue. Glue. Flew. Flu. Blew. Sew. Screw. Knew. Hue. Due. Dew. Few. MoOooo. BooOOoo. AWoooOOO. Ah-ah-ACHOOOoooo. Two. Too. You. Mew Two. Aray KUUUU! Sau!! Anu?! Bahuuu!! … What? Newei..yun lang po… PS. dito ako nagpost kasi nasira yung isa ko pang lj.. damn.talaga..so dito na muna ako magpopost hanggang sa maaus ko yun..ok?... haha Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 16th, 2007
1:52 pm	DATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 114 days nalang before my 16th birthday!... hahaha.. nagbibilang? haha... di ba halatang bored?... haha... Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 19th, 2007
10:41 am	wala akong maisip... ang dami nang nagbago sa mga taong nakilala ko.. yung mga itsura at ugali nila.. pero...bakit feeling ko nag-iisa nalang ako... bakit nalulungkot ako..?..bakit.. hindi ko talaga maintindihan.. hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong nangyayari sa akin...ghed.. ************************************************************** gusto kong mapag-isa...para hindi ko maramdaman na ako'y nag-iisa.. gets?.. sa ngayon..parang ayoko munang makipag-usap sa mga tao... feeling ko lang talaga mnaiilang ako... grabe... ang lungkot ko talaga... Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 17th, 2007
1:18 pm	STOP IT NA NGA! carmelli <----is walang magawa jv <---is nangiinis kay carmelli... joseph <---is maingay as usual...haha yun lang.. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 12th, 2007
10:58 am	haha...lang magawa..kaya eto..haha.. Dose he LIKE you, LOVE you, or BEFRIEND you? Just Friends.... Just friends huh? It's ok, just get to know him a little more. He probably doesn't know you like him! OR he's just an air head. Flirting suggestion: 1.) Eye flirting-this is the best to let a guy know your interested. Look at him until he looks at you, then quickly look away. But acy NATURAL! You surly don't want to look like a retarded salker! 2.) when you pass by him, give your best, cutet smile! You'll have his head turning in no time! 3.) If he has myspace, AIM, flip, or a cell phone...send him some "casual" messeges, like, "Mr.Reaney's class was pretty fun today", "I really liked the shirt you were wearing today" "are you going to church tonight" "me and a group of friends are garthering at Starbucks, wanna come? Invtite some of your friends too." Like that or whatever. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic</font> </div> What Is Your Inner Desire? Desireless You have no inner desire. You are completely content with life and are very care free. You are very opptimistic about almost everything. This is a good attitude to have, its always good to love life and take it as it comes and enjoy the good times instead of dwelling on the bad. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic</font> </div> What Disney Princess are you? Belle You are like BELLE. You always look for the good in people you meet. You like being with friends but you are also happy on your own with a good book. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic</font> </div> What Classic Bombshell Are You? Audrey Hepburn You are Audrey Hepburn. You are a giving, caring person with a big heart, and beauty to match! You have been through alot, but you didn't let that get you down. The world loves you for who you are, inside and out. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic</font> </div> Which Playboy girlfriend are you? Bridget You're daring and competitive. Your lively spirit brightens everyone's day! You're outgoing with energy that never seems to run out. You're a great athlete and do everything with a great intensity and confidence. You're a shining star! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic</font> </div> Current Mood: bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 5th, 2007
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11:50 am	i cant understand you anymore first you ignore me..then you'll go to my mom's office to visit me?... ***and how did you know i was in my mom's office?*** at first you amaze me then now you scare me... you are really hard to understand... i wont talk to you anymore... i dont have time for this.. go away and stop ruining my life... XD ganyan muna sa simula..nagtitimpi.. maya-maya ay sasabog na sa galit..at ika'y masusuntok o idadaan sa pag pukpok sa gamit ang galit nanlilisik ang mga mata...(humanda ka..) etong sayo! eto pah! isa pa! tapos...tapos na..haha..nalilisik nalang ang mga mata.. XD Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
11:06 am	SI CARMELLI TO... haha..dalawa na accounts ko sa lj..haha..halahata bang bored ako? ginawa ko lang to kasi..ewan..basta me plano ako???!!!!! ah... nawawala na ako sa sarili ko..... hahaha...testing testing..shet wala talaga ako sa sarili ko...hahaha... (Comment on this)